I'm sure most babies are happy and smily and easy going but I love the fact that I get to be around such a baby. Whenever I am around, I can't help but smile and be happy myself. He is awesome. As I write this entry, he is lying on my nap taking a nap. Spending time with him is always great because I am reminded of how much I'm not ready to be a mother.
Being a mother means giving everything of yourself so that you can give all of your time, efforts ad energy to this little person who depends on you for everything. I know God will make a way for me to become a mother but in the meantime I'm too selfish to be a mommy. So for now I get the opportunity to bond with my godson and enjoy his company for a few hours!
Being GM-godmom-is the best role for now (by the way don't you love GM instead of godmother, sounds so chic!) . And as he sleeps, I'm reminded of how amazing and lovely motherhood is and how I can't wait to get there...someday somewhere! I can't wait for Mr. Pancakes and I to be blessed with Mini Pancakes or Little Pancakes or Baby Pancakes! I guess I will work on the name.
But it's been an awesome Longlazysunday. A little cold outside but definitely warm and cuddly inside.
Hope your sunday was enjoyable!
Go Steelers!!!!(Mr. Pancakes is a fan!)
Motherhood is awesome. I am so glad to have my Moo. And yes, GM does sound very chic.
ReplyDeleteIt's funny - I had the same realization about being too selfish to be a mommy this morning. After church. After leaving one of my BFF's and her family behind. Glad I'm not the only one with a Sunday selfish realization! :)
ReplyDeleteI'm with you--can't wait to be a mommy, but just not yet. Hoping my sister has one first so I can spoil him/her.
ReplyDeleteSo love the poster. Super chic!
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